NEW mum Molly-Mae Hague broke down in tears as she opened up about her birth story.
The star – who shares daughter Bambi with boyfriend Tommy Fury – surprised fans as she appeared sobbing in a new video.
She posted on YouTube with their child saying: “We’ve got some people that we need to say hi to, Bam Bam.”
But the former Love Island star, 23, quickly became overwhelmed saying: “I feel so emotional,” before wiping a tear away.
Molly-Mae added: “I’ve literally just said ‘welcome back to my channel’. Oh my gosh, what have you done to me?”
“I don’t want to guys to think I’m not ready to come back and film this video but this is me now. This is me, just crying all the time. I’m just so emotional.”
She later called having a baby “the craziest thing that’s ever happened to me but also the best thing that’s ever happened to me”.
Molly-Mae told fans: “We’ve managed to just be surviving and thriving off breast milk – which is a big shock. I didn’t expect that to happen.”
Speaking to her baby she said: “Say hi. I’m Bambi Fury, that’s my name. I know some people may not like it but I love it.”
Molly opened up about her birth and the early days of being a mum.
She said: “I pushed her out of my vagina – like, what? Don’t get me wrong, that down there will never be the same again.
“OK it might be. We’re still just working that out.”
Speaking about the pain of giving birth, she said: “I didn’t have it under control.
“I was in pain and it was really, really hard. It kind of felt like five hours of excruciating period pains.
“It was intense from my head to my toes I could feel the pain – it overtook my body.
“I spent five to six hours rolling around in the bed crying in agony. I just kept saying to the nurses as soon as you can give me an epidural please give me one.
“I knew my pain threshold wasn’t going to be enough to get me through a natural delivery.”
She said she was later given an epidural and had her waters broken, with Tommy by her side.
The boxer added: “It was like a science class but in real life. It was the best thing I’ve ever seen in my life.”
He said that being a dad was “the best thing that will ever happen in my life”.
Molly went on that she nearly had a C-section after advice from doctors – to the point that Tommy had changed into scrubs to go into surgery.
But things changed when she went from three to seven centimetres dilated in 20 minutes.
She said: “I put my legs up in the stirrups. A ventouse is like a suction cup that goes on the baby’s head – so when I’m pushing Bambi out, my doctor is also pulling Bambi out.
“I loved the pushing. I loved it because of my epidural. My epidural made me enjoy my labour – I would do it again in a heartbeat.
“I could feel Bambi’s head coming out. I had this sensation her head was sliding out of me but I couldn’t feel any pain. It was incredible.”
She said: “Funnily enough I did actually film me giving birth. I don’t know why on this planet I thought I could show this online.
“This is the most vulnerable video I will ever, ever have of me. I bawled my eyes out watching it. I will definitely never, ever be able to show it.”
Speaking about how tired she was after the birth, Molly said: “I’ve kind of not slept now for two weeks and I’m learning how to function that way.”
