CHLOE Ferry has broken down in tears over a family tragedy she suffered one year ago.
The reality star has been working out at the gym in an effort to help process her grief and to boost her mental health as she faces a future without her beloved father.
Chloe, 26, got emotional in her latest posts on her Instagram stories, as she told her 3.8m followers that she there’s “not a day that goes by” where she doesn’t think of her father.
The MTV star posted a heart-breaking a selfie of herself crying with a sweet message to her late father.
She wrote: “I just hope you are proud of me up there my beautiful dad.”
Following the selfie, Chloe posted two other messages saying she “would give anything to hold” her father again and that her “whole world came crashing down” when he got diagnosed with cancer.
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She wrote: “What I would do to hold you, to tell you things I didn’t before, to have our stupid jokes. I would give everything to do that.”
The Geordie Shore star continued: “Even if it was just for 10 seconds, not a day goes by where I don’t think of you.”
She added: “When you find out a family member, or friend has Cancer it’s like your whole world comes crashing down. I personally didn’t know how to handle it, you go through waves of emotion. Angry, hurt, heartbreak, confused.”
Chloe concluded: “I was in my worst place when this was going on.”
The star ended the post by thanking her fans for supporting her during the difficult time.
She wrote: “I want to thank the people who truly stood by me when they knew what sort of state of mind I was in.”
Last week, Chloe reflected on her loss again as she shared an adorable photograph of herself cuddled up to her late father.
This comes after Chloe was left devastated recently as she split from her ex Johnny Wilbo.
