RHONY alum Jill Zarin shared some heartbreaking footage of her dancing with her late husband Bobby three years after he lost his cancer battle.
The former Real Housewives of New York City star took to Instagram to share the touching video on Tuesday, which showed the couple dancing to “More Than A Woman” by the Beejees.
She captioned it: “One of my favorite memories. We were at a party at our friends house @lorenridinger during Art Basel dancing to @djcassidy.
“Bobby loved to dance. Watch stories for lots of favorite memories. Please tag me if you post any Bobby photos. Robert Zarin 2/27/1946-1/13/2018.”
Underneath the post, Jill wrote: “I’m crying again…..”
She was previously married to Bobby from 2000 until his death from cancer On January 13, 2018 at the age of 71; he was diagnosed with thyroid cancer in 2009.
She has since found love again with the president of Marcraft Apparel Group, Gary Brody.
Jill posted several tributes to her late husband today reflecting on her loss, which happened just days after their 17th wedding anniversary.
She wrote: “Today I mourn my soul mate Bobby Zarin, who lives through me every day. I finally learned to close doors, turn off lights, check the car before I get out and all the other little things he tried to get me to do while he was here.
“Why does it take him dying for us to learn the lessons he taught us all. I talk to you everyday Bobby and I know you hear me. You feel me. You touch me. I have tried to live the way you taught me. To always do the right thing no matter what or how hard it can be sometimes.
“I promised you when you turn around I will be there because heaven doesn’t have clocks ( oh .. you would be so proud of me.. I have Jill Zarin Clocks now! Lol ).”
In the emotional caption, Jill praised her wonderful boyfriend Gary, saying he “knows our love story and respects you so much” and “promises to take care of me the way you would want him to.”
“I know you sent him to me,” she added. “Not many men could honor my feelings for you and not be insecure or threatened. I asked him how he felt if I shared this with the world and he wanted me to do whatever made me feel good. Just like you would do.
“How lucky can I be. I know you brought him to me because you know I needed someone to take care of me and you found a great guy.
“I have so much to say but I will talk to you privately. I know you hear me.
I miss you… I love you… Jill.”
The reality starlet also shared a slideshow of images with Bobby, writing: “Endless love. 3 years ago today we lost our Bobby.”
Later on, she shared that an “unexplainable light shone on Bobby and me when Jennifer Rogers was helping him Cross over peacefully.”
“Since then random light appears on me in unexplainable ways and places,” she wrote alongside a video of her standing in a ray of sunshine.”
In the clip, Jill moves and the light shines on her; the man filming then remarks how the light is “shining right into you” after telling her to walk forward.
Just before her marriage to Bobby, Jill had split with her first husband, Steven Shapiro, after being married for “about a decade.”
Back in July, the 56-year-old mom exclusively revealed to The Sun that sometimes it’s “better to be the girlfriend than the wife” as marriage rumors swirled about Gary.
While the couple is not engaged yet, Jill aded: “We’ve talked about it but won’t do it anytime soon with Covid.”
The mom of one admitted she would feel “selfish” if she got hitched again before her 27-year-old daughter, Allyson Shapiro.
Jill featured on the first four seasons of the Bravo reality show and returned as a guest in season 11.
