DEAR DEIDRE I HAD sex with my boyfriend and his best mate. It felt like my boyfriend had four hands touching me all over but now I feel weird about it. I’d never done anything like that before. I’m a girl of 23 and my boyfriend and his mate are both 24. I’ve been with […]
DEAR DEIDRE I HAD sex with my boyfriend and his best mate.
It felt like my boyfriend had four hands touching me all over but now I feel weird about it.
I’d never done anything like that before.
I’m a girl of 23 and my boyfriend and his mate are both 24.
I’ve been with my boyfriend for 18 months and we decided I would move in with him for lockdown.
He is studying to be an accountant and has a flatmate — a guy he works with — but we all get along well.
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We were bored one night and decided to have drinks and play strip poker.
After an hour we’d had quite a lot of booze and none of us had much on.
I began to feel cold so my boyfriend suggested we go to bed.
His mate followed us.
My boyfriend then asked if I’d have a threesome.
I was reluctant at first but then thought, “My boyfriend is here, he’s willing to do it, so why not?
I focused on my boyfriend and not his mate because that made me feel safer.
When I closed my eyes I could only “see” my boyfriend and the four hands on my body felt amazing.
I don’t know how else to explain it.
My boyfriend and I then had sex while his mate watched, then they switched.
I lay there wondering why my bloke would be happy to share me.
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My boyfriend went to his part-time job in the supermarket the next day and said to his friend, “You can stay in bed with her if you like”.
I felt differently about the situation, got straight up and had a shower.
I called my boyfriend later and asked him how he felt, and he said, “I didn’t like it much. I won’t be doing that again unless it’s with another couple.”
I asked him if he loves me and he said, “Yes.”
I feel weird about it.
Part of it was feeling thrilled but part of me feels ashamed.
My parents would be horrified if they knew.
I was brought up to think sex before marriage was wrong and I stuck to it before I met my fella.
I’m also worried because my boyfriend was so willing to share me.
Does he really care about us?
DEIDRE SAYS: It sounds as though he does – after all, he told you he doesn’t really want to do it again.
Alcohol stops many of us thinking clearly and there’s a trap in trying to act out scenarios shown in porn.
Most of us are brought up to believe sex is special between two people, and a threesome flies in the face of that.
If this has left you thinking your relationship is now compromised, talk to your boyfriend and explain that you never want another threesome, or a foursome.
Tell him you were upset that he would want to share you with somebody else, especially as there are so many ways you can intensify your sex life between just the two of you.
My e-leaflet on the Real Secrets Of Great Sex explains.
